The ending is the saddest part of the story.

So I guess that's it between us. It finally hit me that you're no longer mine. I'm no longer yours. I'm trying to prepare myself. For when I see someone else in your arms, and you'll hold her the way you held me. But no matter how much preparation I do for myself I know it's going to hurt, more than it does now.

A few months ago, I never thought we'd end. I never thought our story would have an ending and, looking back, I wish I never thought that. Let me tell you something though; the last few months, as painful as some nights might have been, were the best of my life so far. I know I'm giving up the chance to be with you again but I want to be happy, and I can't do that with you. In all the chaos, I realised I had to stop the one thing that was causing all the pain... and I realised it was you. I hate to let you go, I hate knowing you're no longer mine, but sometimes you have to do what's best for yourself.

I don't know how you feel about all this. But you never realised just how much you were playing with my emotions. You treated me like a puppet. You were pulling my strings. Everything was your decision and I suffered with every choice you made. I had to take control. I had to do what was best for me and letting you go, just might be what I need. It hurts and all I want to do is cry, but I'm afraid I'll never stop if I start. So I'm holding everything in, waiting for the perfect time to let it all out. It hurts, you have no idea how much. Every time I see you, I just want to run to you and let it all out because I know you'll hold me but I hold myself back because I'll never be able to let you go.

I just want you back. But I know that's impossible. I know it was never meant to be. As much as I love you, as much as I want to hold you again, it really is time to say goodbye to us. And I'll be that girl, the one that watches from a distance as you hold another girl, the way you once held me, you'll tell her everything you once told me, you'll smile at her the way you once smiled at me, you'll kiss her the way you once kissed me. And it'll break me inside but there won't be anything I can do.